I Don't Wanna Me

I don't wanna count
each time i do that
i will feel 'I'm lost'
I dont wanna feel that

I don't wanna think
each time i do that
i will logically think 'It's done'
I don't wanna think like that

I don't wanna feel
each time i do that
i will feel hurt
I don't wanna feel like that

I don't wanna renew my decision
each time i do that
i will decide to stop
I don't wanna decide that

I don't wanna follow my emotion
each time i do that
i will be 'some bad one' else
I don't wanna be that

I even don't wanna follow my heart
each time i do that
i don't believe if it were right
I don't wanna speculate that

I don't know me
I don't know what i want
I look past and I feel I have to go
I look now and I feel am i right
I look tomorrow and I think 'can we do well until this day?'
I don't know

But i'm sure you know
You know me
You know this
You know why You put me on this
I want You
I want You here
and tell me
What should i do

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.