Terrible-Impressed Lesson

Yesterday A borrowed my stuff
without asking my permission
then give it back in bad condition
i feel terrible
Thats when i learn how to borrow people stuff
and keep it as precious as mine

Yesterday B had a conflict with me
then gossiping that to her friend subjectively
which make bad impression and prejudice about me
i feel terrible
That's when i learn how bad gossiping around and
making a bad prejudice without covering both side information

Yesterday C told his love conflict
before ending that, he added
"but don't judge her bad, coz she's also has plenty of good things'
i feel impressed
That's when i learn whatever hapenned, each person has a right to be appreciated

Yesterday D told her experience
About having a conflict with someone
that's absolutely not in a same background as her
The trouble maker insult her, but she
with her 'position' and 'power' still stay cool
I feel impressed
That's when i learn, in some case, you just need to stay cool
because against 'different' people is useless

Yesterday i told E a truth
coz i believe it was her right
And she'd got missunderstanding and missinterpreting
I feel terrible
That's when i learn, not everyone in this world
ready to hear the 'hard' truth

Yesterday I had a best friend, F
who connected in each area with me
But when we work together
in some ways, it doesn't feel the same anymore
I feel terrible
That's when i learn, doing professional is different with casual friendship

Yesterday G said she loves me
But behind me, she called me ***** girl
because she doesn't understand
what i've explained before to her
I feel terrible
That's when i learn, loving someone isn't just cheesy outside of her appearance or skill. It's how I understand and know deep in her heart. What makes she say, do, and think like that.

Yesterday people around
saw and thought me as a weird girl
who ruin someone's world
I feel terrible
That's when i learn, who is my person, who knows me out and inside, without my clarification.

Yesterday i saw H, helping people
without taking advantage
and sacrifice much
though she has a lot of stuffs to do herself
I feel impressed
That's when i learn how great is all out help, without asking anything

Yesterday I got angry to 'I'
believe that he won't never changed forever
buried revenge to him
but while i decide to forgive
By a sudden incident which i can't imagine
he change, our relationship change
I feel impressed
That's when I learn forgiving and letting God handle the rest, is truly great

Yesterday J told me about his family matter
How he is forced to 'make' parents happy
by doing something what he don't like
though he had lots lots of talents and chance
I feel terrible
That's when i learn parenting is important in life

Yesterday i saw K
choosing couple just looking
for his beauty body & face
Couple years later, he ruins her marriage
stealing her money, become unfaithful
and destroy their children growth
I feel terrible
That's when i learn never choose anything just from the packaging

Yesterday I saw L
making trouble
and hiding behind sister's back
and pretend nothings hapenned
I feel terrible
That's when I learn how to be a 'gentleman', dare to face what come through ur life

Yesterday I saw M
keep his relationship natural
no evclusive date, no artificial attention
they got nice marriage life
I feel impressed
That's when i learn it is great to have a 'natural' relationship

Yesterday I saw N
rushed to have relationship
without think about future
couple years later stopped away
just to think what must they do
to keep their relationship seriously
I feel terrible
THat's when i learn, future is a 'must thought' in relationship

Either terrible or impression
Both makes me understand
how bad or how good
if i'm doin this
or not doin this
that makes me learn
everything hapenned in life
is a lesson

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.